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Below is the creepy video of the kid’s being taught a Barack Obama song.
One of the things I noticed is the kids singing the line “Red, Yellow, Black or White all are equal in his sight” The first thing I thought of was the Sunday school song I grew up with, Jesus Loves The Little Children. In that song it is sung “Black and yellow, red and white
They’re all precious in His sight
Jesus loves the little children of the world”
You know, I never remember schools going as far as teaching George Bush songs or even Bill Clinton songs. Do you? Do you remember the same level of fanaticism when Bill Clinton was elected?
I would have loved to show you commentaries from other networks like CNN, MSNBC, ABC, NBC or CBS but none of them ever ran the story (at least as far as what Google has showed me). Fox ran the clip many times and although these days Glenn Beck appears to be billed as a crazy wacko guy from those people who don’t even watch his show, he did a good job covering the concerns of Americans. I thank God that my two boys are not yet in the public school systems.
You make up your own mind on this story.
Here was Glenn Beck’s 4 minute take on it:
Here is the raw video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5zrsl8o4ZPo
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“President Obama took to the conservative airwaves Thursday to charge that Republican leaders are engaged in a vast right-wing conspiracy to kill health care reform in order to repeat the 1994 mid-term takeover of Congress, which followed the defeat of President Clinton’s reform plan.”Washington Times
The Washington Times, August 20th article: Obama: Republican conspiracy out to kill health reform.
My take: I don’t know Mr. President. Is it possible YOU can put politics aside for just a moment? Is it possible that your plan is going to hurt more Americans then it helps or do you have yourself totally convinced that Republicans don’t want anyone to have good, affordable health care with less waste?
When you break it down, Republicans have just as many uninsured citizens as Democrats. We are all invested in the same goal but clearly have two vastly different solutions.
Barack Obama is clearly getting in the way of himself in passing health care reform.
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Many Americans, myself included, are trying to make sense of just what is happening in the big health care debate. Instead of relying on talking heads I am committing myself to investigating the actual bill that is on the floor right now. After all, I can read and I don’t need some one interpreting it for me, right? This blog post is a long one but covers the following issues and headlines surrounding this debate:
- Protesting “Un-American?”
- So-called Death Panels
- The Urgency of It All
- My Specific Concerns of This Bill
- Solutions
Protesting “Un-American?”
Town Hall protesters are “evil-mongers” says Senate Majority Leader Harry Reid. (D-Nev.) at an energy conference in Las Vegas last week.
Representative Baron Hill, D-Ind., said that protesters are “political terrorists.”
Majority Leader, Nancy Pelosi (D-Calif.) and Senator Blanche Lincoln (D-Ark.) have both called town hall protesters “Un-American.” Senator Lincoln later apologized from the comment while no apology that this author knows of has been given by Pelosi. Of course in 2006 Pelosi says she is a fan of “disruptors” protesting in 2006 at an anti-war rally. See it here.
I’m trying to figure out where in our American history that protesting has become un-American. When was it that when one side disagrees with another it is un-American? I specifically remember the hundreds and hundreds of protests over the wars. There was some unjustified people that called those protests un-American. Most definitely if someone held up a sign that read “I want the terrorists to win” then I would call that un-American but I didn’t see that.
The Urgency of It All
I am amazed at how surprised many democrats are over the backlash of the health care legislation. I believe the very lawmakers who have been passing some of the most recent bills are the very ones to be blamed for the uprising and spark of protests.
Going into the health care debate and as recently as July 22, Obama defended his decision to give a mid-summer deadline for a health care bill to be passed. Noted here. This deadline has since expired. Americans everywhere became very nervous that the health care bill would be passed like the previous stimulus bills—with few reading any of it. The stimulus bills, we were told, needed to be passed quickly yet at the time of the publishing of this post we have barely spent 10% of the stimulus bill, a bill that I would argue isn’t working nor will it work. What was with the urgency then?
I will be the first to admit that health care in its current form absolutely needs to change. I don’t know any one of reason who disagrees with that statement. However, it is of such monumental importance that it does and will take time to create a successful plan. My baseball coach used to say “Hustle, don’t hurry” and that applies to what we are doing with health care right now. Quite frankly, I think it shows Obama’s inexperience as a leader to even suggest such a ridiculous and unachievable deadline. He can back peddle all he wants about why he set that deadline but that fact is that “hurry up and change” is not a good political or practical strategy when it comes to health care in America.
On “Death Panels”
If I am not mistaken, it was Sarah Palin who first coined this phrase on a Facebook page concerning the new health care bill. Unfortunately, no one seems to be trying to understand where she would come up with such an idea. It is quite probable that we are lazy and it is easier to read just two words. “death panel” and draw our own assumptions as to what it means.
Her concern has to do with bill HR 3200 in section 1233. You can read and even comment on the whole bill here.
I encourage you to read it for yourself but summing it up it tells us that for senior citizens on Medicare, every five years or if there is significant changes in the individuals health status, physicians must explain “the continuum of end-of-life services and supports available, including palliative care and hospice,” and the government benefits available to pay for such services.”
On the surface you may say, “big deal, they are just explaining their options.” The concern is that seniors may view this as a recommendation to accept minimal end-of-life health care costs and to sign end-of-live directives in which they feel their life does not hold value. The bigger concern is the intentions behind this section when it is in a bill that clearly states that the main goal of it is “to reduce the growth in health care spending.”
If reducing spending on health care is the main goal we have to be very careful about how it is recommended that they do this. This is why so many are bringing this to light. There is too much room for interpretation. As of the writing of this post, it has been said that this paragraph will be dropped from the bill. In light of this news, it is not such a bad thing that people are speaking loudly about their concerns in the bill, right?
My Specific Concerns on Other Parts of this Bill
#1 Reason for concern: Ideology Behind The Bill
The overall ideology of the president and those who have authored this health care bill wish to create a single payer health system. That’s a nicer word for a universal, government-sponsored plan. See the definition here
The idea is not a new one and has many flaws in it that are not suitable for the United States. The fact is that a single payer system is what Obama has wanted even though he denies it now. This can be backed up by his past speeches:
In his speech shown in this video he also goes on to say that they can’t implement a single payer system until
“we (democrats) take over the house, take over the senate and take over the presidency.”
Now you may see why he has such urgency to pass this bill.
Forget about the topic of health care wait times in other countries for a moment. I have not been able to find a reliable, scientific source that can cite these times. Plus common sense will tell you that with more people needing care and less medical professionals because of the smaller pay in countries like Canada, of course there are going to be longer waits.
A better barometer of a system’s success is the fatality rate. Here are a few common medical conditions from both countries an an example.

UPDATE 8/18: Further evidence can be found in an article about the upcoming annual meeting of the dire need of change in the Canadian health care system. The new president said that the Canadian health care system is imploding. Read the article HERE
#2 How Will We Pay For This?
There aren’t any mysteries to paying for something. In this case we have a few options. To pay for this bill we will need to decide on one of the following; higher taxes, rationing health care, borrow more money from other countries, or printing more money. Aside from holding bake sales inside of hospitals that just about covers our options. The most reasonable is higher taxes of course and the reality, whether it is this plan or something else, we will need more money to fund it.
It still amazes how little the funding of this bill is talked about. It’s almost as though money is no object. Although that’s the way our new government seems to be operating these days. All of you who were upset with how much money the Bush administration was spending should be irate now. Our government couldn’t be more broke and eventually you and I will need to start paying for their free spending.
One way in which part of this bill will be funded is by those awful ‘rich’ people. Section 59C shows that there will be a tax surcharge (one of many more to come). It breaks down like this by income bracket:
$350-$500,000 = 1% tax surcharge
$500k-$1mil = 1.5%
$1 mil + = 5.4%
#3 If You Work For A Small Business You Will Go On A Government Plan
Here are the problems with the debate going on with this bill.
CONCERNED CITIZEN: Will this plan force private insurance providers out of business?
POLITICAL REPRESENTATIVE: No where in the bill does it say that private business can’t continue to offer insurance.
This is true but does not paint the reality of what will happen. Take a look at Section 313:
(a) In General- A contribution is made in accordance with this section with respect to an employee if such contribution is equal to an amount equal to 8 percent of the average wages paid by the employer during the period of enrollment (determined by taking into account all employees of the employer and in such manner as the Commissioner provides, including rules providing for the appropriate aggregation of related employers).”
It goes on to say that any small business paying out more than $400,000 in salary ( a combo of all employee salaries) will pay an 8% fee into a government trust account.
The company I work for is still considered a small to mid-sized company making less then $25 million a year. The health benefits are tremendous and I don’t pay a penny for my own health care except for a small deductible. Health care costs for our company are high but employees know that they have great coverage and it is a tremendous benefit. Under section 313, our business has two options. 1. Pay the much higher costs to fund its employees or 2. Reduce its health spend by about 18% and tell their employees to go to the government option. It won’t take long before business opt to reduce their costs. It won’t take long before private health providers won’t be able to match the government’s costs. As you will learn later, you also won’t be able to buy back up to the health care you were receiving. Private insurance will in fact go out of business. The government is doing all they can to refute this but if read, the bill speaks louder than they can.
#4 Rationing Health Care
There is much to be said on this one but the most concerning language in the bill comes from section 1151 titled: Reducing Potentially Preventable Hospital Readmissions. The biggest issue with this section is it couldn’t be more clear that this is the government rationing that everyone has been talking about. It leaves much open to interpretation which will be decided by a Secretary of Health. As stated in section 1151, part 6 there is also no room for someone to appeal a decision to the courts. Currently, by law, even those big bad insurance companies that everyone hates allow for an appeals process.
‘‘(6) LIMITATIONS ON REVIEW.—There shall be no administrative or judicial review under section 1869, section 1878, or otherwise of— . . .”
It gives our government an open-ended ticket to decide what is an applicable medical condition and what will be covered as described in part A of this section.
(A) APPLICABLE CONDITION- The term ‘applicable condition’ means, subject to subparagraph (B), a condition or procedure selected by the Secretary among conditions and procedures for which–
It goes on to say that the secretary of health will control which hospitals and medical conditions will be allowed. Wouldn’t it be nice to know how this will be decided? Will it be decided based on cost since that is what this bill states as its main objective or will it be based on the need’s of American patients?
#5 Reduced Need For Health Savings Account
Plans, such as health savings accounts, that allow for catastrophic coverage where the insured pays for routine coverage will no longer be legal under section 122. This section defines what acceptable coverage is.
#6 Unlimited Government fees and Payments
You may think I am exaggerating but once again this allows the government to charge anything for fees. Section 223 is a train wreck waiting to happen. They have also written in a line that would not allow a judicial review of the prices they put into place. Do you trust your government that much?
(f) Limitations on Review- There shall be no administrative or judicial review of a payment rate or methodology established under this section or under section 224.
#7 Let’s Hope They Don’t Lose Your Paperwork!
Do nothing and you’ll be in the government plan automatically.
Outreach and enrollment of Exchange-eligible individuals and employers in Exchange-participating health benefits plan:
(3) AUTOMATIC ENROLLMENT OF MEDICAID ELIGIBLE INDIVIDUALS INTO MEDICAID.—The Commissioner shall provide for a process under which an individual who is described in section 202(d)(3) and has not elected to enroll in an Exchange-participating health benefits plan is automatically enrolled under Medicaid.
And, page 145, section 312:
(4) AUTOENROLLMENT OF EMPLOYEES.—The employer provides for autoenrollment of the employee in accordance with subsection (c)
Solutions
This may be hard to believe but there are better solutions out there. Most of these are being proposed and ignored in the house and senate because they do not reflect a single payer system. So much for Obama uniting partisan politics.
There are a couple of ideas that have not been fully endorsed but are great alternatives to what is on the table right now. Real Clear Politics sums it up best:
The Ryan-Burr proposal would allow employees to opt out of their employer-based insurance plan and get a $5,000-per-family tax credit to buy health insurance or pay medical bills.
It would also allow individuals and businesses to form pools and buy insurance anywhere in the country, not just in the state where they live.
As Ryan puts it, “This will greatly expand the choices of coverage available to consumers and will also encourage broader competition and diversity among insurers.”
Along with practically every other plan, Democratic and Republican, the conservative plan would require insurance companies to offer insurance regardless of a person’s pre-existing medical condition.
Meantime, Kirk and Dent’s Medical Rights and Reform Act is designed to lower the cost of insurance policies through legal reform – which will reduce the expensive practice of “defensive medicine” – and also create interstate pools.
According to Kirk, the average cost of insurance in states like California, which have limits on medical malpractice awards and allow large-scale pooling, is less than half that in lawyer-friendly states like New Jersey.
Both the conservative and moderate plans would allow low-income Medicaid patients to get vouchers to buy private insurance and encourage states to experiment with insurance market reforms.
Yes, change in health care does need to happen but that fact is that 70% are happy with the coverage they have now. We all know and what change to the existing health care system. We need to some how offer insurance to those who don’t currently have it but we must do this in a way that does not strip every one else away from what they have and like.
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I can’t begin to tell you how nice it is to be settled into our Florida home. When I left Vermont eleven years ago I had no idea how long it would take me to actually feel settled in a place I could call home. I don’t say that to express any regrets. I’ve never caught myself saying “I wish I would have moved here or there instead.” The opportunity to move from one place to another has allowed me grow as an individual. It has allowed me to figure out what I am all about, what makes me tick, what catches my attention. It has allowed my family to grow.
Over the past eleven years I have moved to Pensacola, Florida, back to Vermont, visited my to-be-wife in Japan while she was there for seven months, moved to Boston, Massachusetts, to Fort Worth, Texas and now, finally in Florida. During this time I have finished my schooling, I met my wife, adopted our human-like toy poodle, had our two amazing boys Evan and Aiden, owned two homes, rented three homes and managed to see much more of our country then I ever thought I would.
Lately I have been running around buying everything on every shelf at Lowe’s and Home Depot, finishing garage floors, adding garage storage, landscaping, unpacking and getting everything that we had ever talked about having. Nicole asked me the other day, “why do you have to do all of our projects at once?” I didn’t have an answer at time but as a reflect I have to believe that I am only trying to rush to the finish line where my reward of feeling settled is waiting.
Tonight, as we tucked Evan in bed and began our nightly ritual of reading books (gucks as he calls them), we got to a part of the story when the character talked about his friends. Always ad-libbing to the stories I asked him “Evan, who is your friend?” He replied “Lightening McQueen,” the main character from the Disney movie Cars. I hesitated and looked down at the floor for a minute because I caught myself tearing up. As I looked back up I noticed Nicole holding Aiden in the corner, tears welling up in her eyes thinking the same thing I was. You see, we certainly understand that Evan is only two and a half years old but the fact remains that despite Nicole’s countless days at Mom’s groups, our consistency at Sunday school and running around so Evan could be around other kids, he has never experienced what it is like to have that one pal that he would call a friend. Quite frankly, although we have met some amazing people in our last 11 years, many who we will never lose contact with, we have greatly missed the consistency of staying in one place and having friends that we know we won’t have to say goodbye to.
This is not a plea to take pity on us. We are blessed in so many ways that I don’t have the time to tell you. This is a confession that it has been difficult. It has also been a great adventure. Through it all we were always looking ahead and never at where we were. For just a short time, I’m going to sit back and enjoy the view from where I am right now. If you ask me, it’s a view worth soaking in for just a bit.
It’s great to be home.
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“Tass and his closest friends murdered Jews in Israel. They murdered civilians and soldiers alike. They attacked Christians in Jordan. Sometimes they tossed hand grenades at their homes. Sometimes they strafed God-fearing homes with machine-gun fire. And they did all this willingly. They did so eagerly. Tass certainly did. His nickname was once Jazzar–”butcher.” It was a moniker he relished.”
~Joel Rosenburg, Forward of Once An Arafat Man
If Tass’ story ended here, it wouldn’t be worth repeating. At Real Life church this past Sunday, Tass gave us his testimony. It’s not every day that you hear a former terroist sharing the gospel but you can’t say it is uncommonn either. The bible has many examples of Christian killers and murderers that later turned their life over to Christ. It was one of the most dramatic testimonies I have ever heard and one of the most undeniable direct interventions of God’s will.
Tass was born in Gaza and raised in Saudi Arabia. He was often in trouble and equally as often bailed out by a prince with whom his family had connections. His deep hatred for Jews, Christians, English and Americansa like grew over the years and led him to join Yasser Arafat’s FATAH movement as a trained sniper. After his father had his passport taken away, Tass was forced to stay at home for a time before he decided to move to the United States, a decision he made because a friend was already there. His father strongly disapproved of his decision to move to what he called a satanic country.
So I don’t give the whole story away, it goes on and after 19 years of living in the United States, Tass gave his life to Christ. His American friendship with Charlie Sharpe, and an experience with directly with God brought him to his knees.
The story is moving and amazing. One of the most moving points of his talk was when he had explained that just after he gave his life to Christ, he told his son about his experience. His son proceeded to tell him that three months earlier he had also given his life to Christ and the entire church was praying for Tass to do the same. God has a funny way of working on everyone in a family at the same time.
Today, Tass heads up Hope for Ishmael, a ministry outreach for unsaved Muslims and Jews. You can find the book, Once An Arafat Man at most online retailers.
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A few days ago it was my nephews 16th birthday. No question turning 16 is a big moment in anyone’s lifetime. I thought I would try out a little social experiment, a life lesson if you will, something he may carry with him the rest of his life. Here is how it went.
My birthday letter to Shayne:
I thought I would type this one out so
a. you can read it and
b. so I can write it faster.
It must have taken me 20 minutes to write your birthday card. I felt like I was holding a pen for the first time. How did our founding fathers ever write the constitution with a feather?
Okay, so enclosed with this letter is $40. $20 of this is your birthday money. I want to talk to you about the other $20.
One thing I have learned this year is that it is a blessing to be a blessing. When you give something, you get something back. I’m not saying that if you give someone $20, you’ll get $20. This is not a material lesson. Even though we are using money in this case, it’s not really about the money. Sometimes it is about time or effort or even advice.
So again, with your card you have received $20 for your birthday. You have also received $20 to use to be a blessing to someone or more than one person. You don’t need to tell me or anyone else about what you did with it. In fact, you can take the other $20 and spend it on yourself and no one would ever know. You would know, but no one else would. After all, an extra $20 could go to a lot of other things. Going to the movies, grabbing lunch with your friends, maybe even a gift for the girlfriend. The other part of this story is that it is only $20. What could $20 possibly do for anyone?
I can give you one perspective. About 6 months ago Aunt Nicole and I began sponsoring a child in India. This girl, named Meena (whose birthday is 2 days before yours) lives in a rural village. She is a real girl, living and breathing, and has faced more hardships by far then you and I combined. Her mother does not work and her father works on other people’s farms. On a good month Meena’s father will bring in $30 in income for the family. I don’t know what they pay you at your job but $360 is an entire year of wages for this family. Something you probably make in a couple of months just working part time.
So again, you have a decision to make. Think about it for a while. That’s what being 16 is all about. You are going to have many of these decisions. You will definitely make some wrong ones. Everyone does, everyone has. The important thing to remember is that God is watching over you and you have a family that loves and is emotionally invested in seeing you fulfill all of the plans that God has for you.
You are a very special kid Shayne. Although Aunt Nicole and I are not there in Vermont, we talk about you often and pray for you and your sisters. We watch you closer then you may know and ask about you all of the time. (To this statement, my sister told me he said “Maybe I should unfriend them on Facebook”)
I hope you were able to enjoy your birthday. Wish we could have been there for it. We love you.
Shayne’s response to me through Facebook
I’d just like to thank you, firstly, for the money, as i am a teenager, and that was, as you probably expected, the first thing i saw. But after i got past the initial shock of twenty bucks, i read the card, and was happy that you took the time to write an entire card full of birthday cheer.
This was before even looking at the typed part. I didn’t know what the typed part was until i opened it up, to be greeted by another twenty dollars, which pleased me. After that, i read through it, and i just wanted to say thank you for taking the time out of your day to type that. It means a lot to me.
Recently, I’ve been thinking a lot about what it means to be a good person in today’s world, and I’ve noticed that most of the time, happiness and success derives from an ability to help others as much as yourself. The fact that you are sponsoring that child, Meena, has imprinted this in my thoughts even more. It makes me even more proud to call you my uncle than your amazing sense of humor does.
I just wanted to say i appreciated the thought behind the letter, and i did end up helping another person already, i took my friend to the movies tonight to see Transformers (which was amazing, by the way).
I wish you all, Aiden, Evan, Bella, Nicole, and Matt, the best of luck.
Thank you,
Shayne.
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As we mourn the deaths of three national icons, Ed Mcmahon, Farrah Fawcett and Michael Jackson, I can’t help but think that our government is trying to sneak yet another major bill past the American public. The energy bill that has been talked about for so long was debated for no more than 5 hours on the House floor.At 3am before the vote, 300 additional pages were added to the bill. No one has read this thing.
Remember when you were young and you learned never to sign something you didn’t read? Apparently our own representatives don’t think it is necessary.
Check out this video of Minority Leader John Boehner (R-OH), obviously annoyed about the way this thing is going to pass.
You can be on either side of this energy bill but you should still be appalled of how government is taking advantage of the public’s political apathy. The fact is few people even know what is in this energy. With the ideas that we have been put forth, we all have a reason to be concerned. This will be a major tax on U.S. citizens in one of the worst recessions our country has seen.
Click here to find the email address of your senator:
http://tinyurl.com/b1lm
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14 months ago…
Nicole, Evan and I moved to Texas to be closer to my company, Xpressdocs. The plan was always to move to Florida within two years. In just a couple of weeks we will be Florida residents. Although Texas was never part of our original plans, lots has happened in a short amount of time including the birth of our second son and full-breed Texan, Aiden Matthew.
Here are just a few quick things we learned from our Texas experience.
- Most of the time, the best fried chicken is found at gas stations
- Stores don’t open before 11am on Sundays, no need, since everyone is at church
- You are either from Fort Worth or from Dallas. Pick one.
- Keller is a place where non-Texas live
- If it isn’t fried, it isn’t food.
- If you do your weekly grocery shopping at Central Market, you’re rich. Everyone else goes for the free samples and the occasional lunch.
- If your church doesn’t have a satellite dish and a live feed into a major network, it is a small church.
- It’s exciting when the weatherman says it is “only” going to be 90 degrees today
- Everyone believes that Texas has the right to secede from the union and you can’t tell them that it isn’t true because they learned this in their history classes
- Saying “Make it Snappy” at the Flying Fish does not mean your food will come out any faster.
- Sam Houston is alive and well, 70 feet tall and standing by Interstate 35. If you don’t know about him and you drive down that way, he will scare the crap out of you.
- Texan babies drink Dr. Pepper at birth.
- There are consequences to spicy Tex-Mex food that may not be known until the next day.
Here are a few random images from the past 14 months:
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How often do you think about God? It occurred to me while flying to D.C. one afternoon that I think about God a lot. I wondered about how many people sitting around me do the same. In the more turnbulent parts of the I would like to think that this number increases.
The more interesting question is of those people that think about God often, how many of them tell their friends about their conversations with Him?
Too often people seem to keep God and our Lord and savior Jesus Christ locked away in the closet. They take him out when they are nervous, unsure, scared, when it is acceptable to bring Him out. Saying “I’ll pray for you” has almost become just something nice to say and not an actionable phrase. If you use that phrase, do you really pray for that person/family? More often I hear “our thoughts are with you,” or I’ll send good vibes out to you or I’ll even hear “good luck to you.” Some of these you may read and think, Matt, those are just sayings, phrases, cliches. I tell you that they all have one thing in common. They are all absent of God. They all say, in effect, my wishes are more important than His.
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God welcomed and trusted us in the responsibility of raising Aiden Matthew Gosselin, born April 9th. Aiden has been doing what newborns do best; eat, sleep and poop. Mostly sleeping but often pooping. We’ve already been to Aiden’s first doctor’s appointment. It has been 2 1/2 years since Evan was born and I have quickly realized how much I have forgotten.
I forgot how obvious it is to spot parents of newborns. We are the ones who walk into a building with heavy drooping bags under ours eyes while carrying a 40-pound car seat with a hundred toys tied to it. These are toys that our newborn is too young to play with or to even see for that matter. When we get to the counter we are lucky if we remember what we named our child and to waive any chance of embarrasment we give simply give our own name. The time it takes the person behind the counter to ask you what the child’s name is, is usually enough time to figure it out.
I forgot that the reason why this time in an infant’s life goes by so fast is that parents never know what day it is. When you wake up 9 times a night because your wife is too sore to get your newborn or your other son is calling out to you because he fell out of bed, you tend to forget if it is Monday or the weekend. This entire time feels like one long day. I imagine if we lived in Alaska with 6 months of continuous sun, we would really be in trouble.
I forgot how small newborns are. It sounds obvious but when you have a newborn and you have a 2 1/2 year-old, suddenly your toddler looks like a giant. I kid you not, I took off Evan’s sock the other day and I thought I was staring at my own foot. I took this picture of Evan about 4 days ago and every time I look at it I think to myself, “Is his head abnormally large?”

I have forgotten how little of a help I am at this stage. I certainly have more to do this time around because we have Evan to chase around. The bottom line is that Aiden looks at me funny when I pick him up as if to say “Why are you holding me? You don’t have the boobs I am looking for. Put me down or give me to that lady that has the boobies.
I forgot what a chore it is to make a trip outside of the house. Even Evan looks at us now wondering why it takes so long to get out the door. The very first outing for Nicole while recovering from her c-section was a trip to the grocery store. It almost wiped her out. Just to prepare for the trip it took a good 30-45 minutes.
No matter what I have forgotten, Aiden has been a joy and Evan is one proud big brother.



































